Ive been hiding in my bedroom
And my head's twisting 'round
Under starry skies Im sleeping
Im going up, Im going down

Ive been manic on the phone again
Understand it's not my mouth
A neverending guessing game again
This cursed thought is going south
Im going up, Im going down

Crying lonely, laugh out loud
Trying mostly
Wont you show me, show me how
If you could only

You can say Im only dreaming
But it's all that I can see
You can pray to hollow idols
But I carry them with me

Crying lonely, laugh out loud
Trying mostly
Wont you show me, show me now
If you could on